lives within life!

And the wild regrets and the bloody sweats None knew so well as I: That he who lives more lives than one, More deaths than one shall die.
- Oscar Wilde

Fake persona.

People are generally impressed by fake persona,but i'm impressed by those who admit they love fake persona.

Silence!

Silence is my way of saying 'i love you'.

What makes me feel good.

When i meet people who know more than i do,i feel dejected.But one thing makes me feel good that a man of wisdom may know thousand facts about life,but he cannot know the REAL me.

Oasis

Life is like a desert and everyone is in need of water(meaning),but only the lucky ones find the oasis.

Sartre on God!

I tell you in truth: all men are Prophets or else God does not exist. Jean-Paul Sartre

That God does not exist, I cannot deny, That my whole being cries out for God I cannot forget. Jean-Paul Sartre

Self-criticism.

I feel ashamed for being a phony.

Moon's ignorance.

The moon takes all the light from sun ,but in ignorance thinks all the light comes from within.Only an eclipse helps him to recognise the truth.

When Nietzsche wept.

Josef Breuer (after seeing Nietzsche cring) :"If your tears had a voice what would they say"?

Nietzsche:"I feel ashamed but they will say, we are free because he never let us go unless doctor Breuer opened the gates."

Humans.

Whatever one calls a human;whether "a speck of dust","product of chance" or "Culmination of God's creativity";one thing is for sure that humans are incredible.

Belief.

There will always be a difference between what a person thinks he believes and what he actually believes.The unconcious mind plays its part pretty well.

Time and me.

With every passing second;a part of my life dies its death,but gives birth to another part of my life and the cycle countinues .

Rumi's love!

Everything expressed is clear,true love unexpressed is clearer - Maulana Rumi




Beautiful!

Zinda Rood's answer to "Is love truth?".

Iqbal answers my query,

Zinda Rood to me:
"Although its true that all illusions,lies and falsehood hides themselves behid love BUT does that mean love is not truth?NO,love still is truth.
Isn't it the case that all falsehood hides itself behind truth?Because if there isn't any truth there is no question of falsehood.
So the mere fact that lies ,illusions and delusios hide themselves behind Love doesn't change its very nature ,that is truth."

Absolute freedom.

The idea that abosulte freedom exists for everybody is incoherent.There can only be ONE absolutely free entity ,the freedom of all others will be relative to that absolutely free entity.Because the absolute freedom of one takes some part (if not all) of the freedom of others.

Is love truth?

I laugh at those who say love is truth.As far as i can see all illusions,delusions,lies and falsehood hide themselves behind LOVE.

Nietzsche speaks about me.

But during the longest period of the human past nothing was more terrible than to feel that one stood by oneself. To be alone, to experience things by oneself, neither to obey nor to rule, to be an individual—that was not a pleasure but a punishment; one was sentenced to "individuality."


The Gay science

My sweet lord!

Oh my lord please save me from 'meaningless' life and death .For all my life i've yearned for a moment that doesn't belong to the passing day.Help me see the ocean in a drop of water.

Losing myself.

Life seems to get worse with every passing hour these days,and i have no one to blame but myself.I don't even tell myself of what i want,each day i wear a mask to befool people but how can i deceive myself?I'm living in a state of mind where i have become a complete unknown to myself.

While my guitar gently weeps!

I dont know how you were divertedYou were perverted too
I dont know how you were invertedNo one alerted you.
I look at you all see the love there thats sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
Look at you all . . .
Still my guitar gently weeps.


G.HARRISON.

Is life Gratuitous?

Well,Sartre considered life and the whole universe gratuitous.But i would like to ask another questions to those who have accepted this view that if life is gratuitous than why the most potent human will is 'Will to survive'.
This life preserving attitude of humans seems uncompatible with the idea of gratuitous life.

Happyness.

There is a strange kind of happiness in crying because it makes me remember all the good times i had.

Deep-rooted loneliness.

I used to fear loneliness,tried all sorts of things to avoid it.But now i've given up; not because it has surrounded me from everywhere but because its the last thing i have been left with.

Mind

A person's mind is not even sincere with itself,It deceives itself.

Death.

Death is nature's pity on life.

Thinking and not thinking.

I try most of the day about 'not thinking' but end up thinking all that time about 'not thinking'.

Being used.

How does it feel when one is being used ?
How does it feel when one realizes that he is being used?
How does it feel when one enjoy being used?

The Rising

The sun must go down to rise again.

Dilemma.

The problem with most of the people is that they give up too quickly but my problem is i never give up. :p