Self and God!

I believe myself,thats why i believe in God.If we believe in god(rather a giant like figure) sitting high above heaven waiting for us to die,and then send us to hell .Then i am afraid we will encounter many prodoxes which will inevitably lead us to anxiety.But if we believe in our SELF,then we must try to reveal God in our actions.God almighty reveals himself in our actions and deeds.A good ,moral,welfare society represents Kingdom of Heaven on earth.I may sound like a utopian.But thats the way i am.